[even if they do have to part, tomorrow - and god, but she hopes they don't have to, she hopes there's a way they can still see each other, once all is said and one - she won't forget him, or the moments they've shared together. she won't forget the gentle way he holds her, or the look in his eyes when he tells her that he loves her.
this is a memory that she'll carry on her heart forever.]
...so, promise me the same thing. That no matter what happens, you won't forget that I love you.
[she meets his eyes.]
Whether I'm right there beside you, or praying for your safety from afar - that won't change. And I will always remember you.
[ tipping forward, he taps their foreheads together briefly, although he still looks back at her. a love that was built both quickly but over time, with longing and missing, with the intimate knowledge of loss...
it isn't something that he would forget, even without a promise. ]
You are not someone to forget, Jiuqing. Even without your love, I wouldn't ever forget you - for as long as I lived.
[ a brief kiss follows, but he resists lingering there for longer - it's just a quick moment, like punctuation. ]
But if this is it... if tomorrow is our last day together, and truly that... then I will take that love with me every day. Whatever awaits me in Great Liang, I'll keep you in my heart.
[she returns that kiss, however brief it is, and goes up on her tiptoes to chase it when he pulls back - but then realizes what she's doing, and her cheeks flush as she settles back onto her feet, standing normally.
they can't talk if they're otherwise occupied. and she wants to talk - she wants to hear his voice, after so long apart, and commit it to memory in case they're parted again.]
And you'll be in mine, always.
[...she doesn't want to leave him.
she knows very well why he can't leave great liang, and he knows very well why she can't leave daxing.
if he was the sort of person who would abandon his world to come join her in hers - well, frankly, she's not sure she would respect him as much as she does. part of the draw is his sense of responsibility, and his unwavering determination to move forward and achieve his goals. he has great things to accomplish in his kingdom, and she has no doubt in her mind that he will do them all - it's just a matter of time, and his country will be much better for it.
...she has things she needs to accomplish in her home, too. and she's not the sort of person who could leave her duties behind. he knows this about her, and so he hasn't asked her to.
and she appreciates that, because she doesn't want to have to say, no, i can't.
tears prick at the corners of her eyes, and she leans forward and buries her face in the crook of his neck, because she doesn't want him to see her cry. not on what might be their last night together.]
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[even if they do have to part, tomorrow - and god, but she hopes they don't have to, she hopes there's a way they can still see each other, once all is said and one - she won't forget him, or the moments they've shared together. she won't forget the gentle way he holds her, or the look in his eyes when he tells her that he loves her.
this is a memory that she'll carry on her heart forever.]
...so, promise me the same thing. That no matter what happens, you won't forget that I love you.
[she meets his eyes.]
Whether I'm right there beside you, or praying for your safety from afar - that won't change. And I will always remember you.
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it isn't something that he would forget, even without a promise. ]
You are not someone to forget, Jiuqing. Even without your love, I wouldn't ever forget you - for as long as I lived.
[ a brief kiss follows, but he resists lingering there for longer - it's just a quick moment, like punctuation. ]
But if this is it... if tomorrow is our last day together, and truly that... then I will take that love with me every day. Whatever awaits me in Great Liang, I'll keep you in my heart.
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they can't talk if they're otherwise occupied. and she wants to talk - she wants to hear his voice, after so long apart, and commit it to memory in case they're parted again.]
And you'll be in mine, always.
[...she doesn't want to leave him.
she knows very well why he can't leave great liang, and he knows very well why she can't leave daxing.
if he was the sort of person who would abandon his world to come join her in hers - well, frankly, she's not sure she would respect him as much as she does. part of the draw is his sense of responsibility, and his unwavering determination to move forward and achieve his goals. he has great things to accomplish in his kingdom, and she has no doubt in her mind that he will do them all - it's just a matter of time, and his country will be much better for it.
...she has things she needs to accomplish in her home, too. and she's not the sort of person who could leave her duties behind. he knows this about her, and so he hasn't asked her to.
and she appreciates that, because she doesn't want to have to say, no, i can't.
tears prick at the corners of her eyes, and she leans forward and buries her face in the crook of his neck, because she doesn't want him to see her cry. not on what might be their last night together.]
...always.
[she repeats the word in a whisper.]